December 2010
12 posts
Rendezvous @ Columbia Station
For the past couple weeks I’ve been seeing this same dude everyday from Tuesday to Thursday, @ Columbia station
I work overnights @ UO now so I usually get off work @ 6am. ‘Round this time the trains just start running again. It’s starting to bug me how whenever I get to station the Expo line ALWAYS comes first. But I hop on it anyways and just switch to the VCC @ Columbia.
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. . .and just like that, I got over you.
I’ll tell you the rest when I see you. .
This guy. .
Me: You know what used to grind my gears ? We never really argued.
Him: What ? Yes we did. I don’t know if you fell asleep halfway through our relationship, but we argued a lot.
Me: No we didn’t. I argued with myself. Whenever I got mad/frustrated/irritated and I yelled or cussed @ you, you’d just let me yell and then afterwards you’d just say “okay, you’re right” or “my bad baby”. Booooooy, that shit rattled the fuck outta me. Half the time I didn’t care about who was right or wrong or even an apology. I just wanted you to argue with me sometimes !
Him: Oh ? My bad.
Me: Ugh. Useless.
I just want to ace my math final.
I need to prove to myself (IDGAF about anyone else) that I’m not a complete idiot when it comes to math.
Oh, and maybe my lit class too. . seeing as World Literature IS my major.
Every other class can suck my left nut.
I CANNOT wait for this year to be over !
junglejustine:
I Google all my problems.
There's apparently not enough females in Vancouver
I find it funny when guys try to get with both my best friend and I…at the same time. It’s even funnier because some dudes are dumb enough to try to use THE SAME lines. Really dude ?? She’s my roommate for pete’s sake ! Of course she’s gonna come home and tell me what you said/tried to do with her.
Dumbass.
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If I had this conversation with anyone else,...
Me: I hate how school puts me in this box. I get claustrophobic, yenno. I need for people to really understand that. Sometimes I feel like I should have that tattooed on my forehead.
D: I know. But think of school like it's a job you have to do to literally survive. you know, you gotta do your 9-5 @ that job you absolutely hate and when you get home, from 6-whenever you can do what you love. Keep doing that until your 6-whenever becomes your 9-5 and then you'd be laughing all the way to the bank while doing what you love.
I just gave up on school
Right now.
I am quite literally going to flunk out. This semester has been a pure waste of money that’s yet to be paid. And I have never been so nonchalant about anything—especially my education . .school—before. I want to say that I’ve been drained out, but in all honest I hadn’t really made much effort all semester. I gave up before it even started. Am I...
Je pense
I want to live alone.
In a cute lil studio apartment downtown.
I want to be able to walk around in my underwear
I love being naked. If I could I’d walk around butt naked all day
Or sketch/paint butt naked on my balcony
Oh I do love my roomie/best friend. She’s cool. Sometimes
And she always makes me food. Bombass food
…but I’d much rather live on my own...
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Just plain laziness
I’ve got this habit. I call it the I’ll-just-start-fresh syndrome.
If something I’m doing (school) isn’t going as planned (not getting good grades), 8 times outta 10, I’ll just end up quitting halfway through (not even trying to get better grades/flunking) so I can start all over again. I say to myself I’ll just start fresh and do better next time. The thing...